lost in the motion, lost in fear--> what do i do ... nothing. you cant you musn't. The music is all you have wen you have nothing. the beat the flow the wonder all indulges you. so what must you do when you can do nothing ---listen. listen to the music listen to the words and just try to figure it out.

thought of the day: the empitome of imperfection.

is it sO wrong to say how you feel??? mabey some things are just better left unsaid---whOops

my question: how can you judge someone so easily that you dont even know?if you truly think writing things like this would hurt me your wrong, after all i've been though it just seems straight silly for someone to write there opinions thinking there facts, without gettin there facts right. so please dont be quick to open you mouth (or type in this case). now i shall leave you with this note for a beat: its impossible to form an opinon without a basis.

"Late at night like a little child
Wandering around alone in my new friend's home
On my tippy toes
So that he won't know
I still cry baby
Over you and me

Sipping Bailey's Cream
By the stereo
Trying to find relief
On the radio
I'm suppressing the tears
But they start to flow

'Cause the next song I hear
Is a song I wrote
When we first got together
Early that September
I can't bear to listen
So I might as well drift
In the kitchen
Pour another glass or two
And try to forget you" cry baby - mariah carey

life goes on, they part live two totally different lives then the one before.---

we are far away from eachother living two different lives but could you even guess that i still feel the hurt---like everyday i run around running a mascared. but really who could guess that behind the smile there are buckets of tears?

"back in the days when i was young, i'm not a kid any more, but some days i sit and wish i was kid agian..."

sometimes i just wish i could go back and change everything......